Assalamualaikum and Hi to all readers

First of all, I would like to say SORRY because its been so long I didnt write anything in this blog. There is many barriers or I assume that as my reason why I didnt write anything.

First, the problem with the wireless connection at my Cluster that is the connection is too poor and whenever I want to Online, I need to go Cafe Cluster B to get full connection for wireless. Second?? hurm...i dont think I have any other reason...owh yes...i have one that is actually I worried that when I wrote something in this blog, the readers will laugh at me because my Grammer is totally Broken.

Well, I know that by doing this, i can imporove my writing like Mdm Aries said, but....i am not confident with myself that I can write something nice to read.
BUT, whatever it is, i still try my best to write whatever comes in my head right now and do it by MYSELF..hehe
Well, now I would like to write down what I feel in this few days.

First, this is about what happen in my house which is I have 1 good news and 1 bad news.

The good news is, for this coming Hari Raya, we will celebrate with all my siblings .

This is because, past previous year we always celebrate with not enough siblings because some of them buzy with their work and cannot come back home.

Im so happy that this year they are all here...hehehehe...
The bad news is about my father. Some of my friend might know about my father and his illness. Actually, my father is not in good condition, doctor said that he suffering from liver cancer at the last stage.

You know what? At first, I cannot accept the fact that my father was affected by this 'CRUEL DISEASE'..but, in this world, nothing will live last longer, right?? I tried to accept it slowly. Day after day I can see the different at my father body. Before this, he also affected by STROKE, disease that make a part of his body paralyze.

He look so skinny, lost of appetite, and doesnt want go to hospital. He feel that its only useless to go there because there is nothing they can do anymore tO cure him.

Whenever I look at him, I feel so sad.......i cannot imagine how hard for him everday need to fight with that disease to survive. Can you imagine how I feel right now??? I bet no one can...what can I only said is I totally feel so SAD and DISAPOINTED.

Why this CRUEL DISEASE choose my father?? ….:(